whoa! l0ls i havent update this shiet in a long ass time! mah summers a blast and too many fun happening cuhs yeah .. mah boyfriend makes it fun ya noe. so chea..

g0t nuh`n to write buh i miss duh wun i love

recap on friday july 15 july 16th and july 17th.

[july15th friday] friday i asked mah mom if  i can go las vegas wid bruce. we were suppose to go to duh beach buh yeah fuck that. hahas at first mah mom said no buh when bruces mom & mah mom talked she said i can go ! so i was happy hahas =] then at night i went eatin dinner wid mah family at sam woo something at garfield & main. mm duh food there was good =] my sister & i fooled around there and started makin fun of people and messed around wid our camera on our phones. then after that i saw dawn<3 long time no see buh i wasnt shure if it was her. kinda did cuhs she kept lookin at me too. l0ls buh yeah went online and asked if it was her and yeah she said it was her and she was all "omg i know her" to her friend hahahas. well yeah it was nice seeing her again.then i went home & showered then packed up and then talked on duh ph0ne wid mah l0ve till like 3? and then he was tired buh i wanted to talk to him so bad buh wuhever. l0ls we went to sleep together i fuckin love sleeping with him!<3 =]

[july 16th saturday] in duh morning bruce gave me an wake up call at 9:00. ughh i was soo tired dint wanna get up. buh i wuhs excited at duh same time cuhs c`mon its las vegas & wid bruce too ! hahas so i got ready i was too lazy to put on mah make up & shiets so i juss did wuhever and bought food from this store then i went to bruces house =] mah mom stayed there for awhile then she left and yeah i juss chilled wid bruce in his room and went on duh computer and yeah juss waited for duh ride to come. so duh ride came and we went to bruces moms house cuhs they needa get ready. we stayed there till like 5:30 - 6:00? we watched this movie like a childish movie. l0ls bruce & i thot it seems boring buh then it got interesting. i thnk duh movie was called 5 children & it. yup thats it. it was kool. then we went to jack in duh box to buy food buh i wasnt hungry so i dint eat. then off to vegas we go ! whoa.. it was fuckin hot cuhs i was wearin mah sweats and ughh. wunce y0u open duh door, all y0u can feel is heat heat heat. damnn. duh mountains were beautiful and blah blah blah. wunce we got there, we went to duh circus circus manor. when we got there it was like 9 or 10 pm . and yeah .. we showered and got ready and went to eat at like this mexican restaurant place. =] then bruce played games -__- l0ls then we went and went to bruces cousins house. i was shy to meet em buh lke wunce i think about it its like .. well why wud i be if i feel like that so many times wid mah cousins too y0u noe. so bruce introduced me to them they were nice & whoa their house is nice. ima live there wun day =D hahas. then yeah we sat there & its like a party there hahas. alot of cakes and ppo started doin mexican dances and spanish songs. ppo started dancing and bruces mom too LOL she looked soo cute! and yeah we juss stayed there till like like .. 1 am? then we went back to duh motel for awhile and then we wanted to go walk around and took pics. LOL omg .. me and bruce took this pic where lke wuh our future kids gon look like first we picked on "black hair" and OMFG LMFOALFMAOO our kid is ugly. actually we took two buh duh other was on duh next day. LOLOL then yeah we walked outside and went to walgreens? or walmart? ugh dunnoe wuhs it called. wunce we got in there. we bought stuff and this white man. ughh too long dunt wanna type it too lazy l0ls. so yeah we juss took pics and walked around and went to walk back to duh motel it was like 3 am. then we head back and yeah we got our drinks & food and ate them in bed while wathin tv. me & bruce slept on one bed. and bruces mom and her boyfriend went to gamble LOL! and grr.. bruce got mad at me cuhs i yelled at him and he told me to sleep on duh floor. so i was like fine wuhever. then his lil brother had problems wid another kid so i had to fix em and then they fell aslleep =] so i was watchin tv till like 5:45 when his mom and her boyfriend came home. and i dint wanna fuckin sleep on duh floor so i juss grabbed bruces pillow and he grabbed it back and yeah went to sleep. in duh middle of duh night it was cold. so like i wanted to get closer to bruce. and like duh more i got closer to him, he moved over and i did that for like 3 times and and he juss moved away. i wuhs like man fuck it. then i juss get cold l0ls.buh later on ... bruce started huggin me. i was like omfg he came late. cuhs duh air conditioner was already off. hahahs so yeah we all got up and got ready and packed up then went to eat at circus circus buffet. eww. duh rice there was nasty and yeah after that we saw tony,oscar,eric and i dunnoe who duh other guy is. we were like wdff why they in las vegas hahahs. buh yeah then we went to duh game place at circus circus we watched shows and started playin games. bruce won some stuffed animal home hahas and yeah juss stayed there for like 2 hours . it was fuckin fun tho! then we saw tony and them again. l0ls then yeah we left and started takin pictures of bruces mom & her boyfriend =] then we went to bruces aunts restaurant. in this mexican restaurant. i wasnt hungry buh duh food was duh shiet. l0ls so yeah .. ate there stayed there for like a long ass time cuhs we dint wanna leave yet it was too hot. so yeah i drank beer =] i drank corona then we went to bruces aunts house and stayed there for awhile. his aunt gave me more beer ! =D and i drank. buh i forgot wuh happened. all i remember was her hosue was nice =] and like next thing y0u noe i woke up in duh car and bruce told me i was drunk and i wuhs actin stupid. buh i dunt remember anything. HAHAHA! so yeahhh... we headed back at like .. 10 or 9:45 then me and bruce started talkin . a fun talk =] ahhas then yeah .. stopped by a gas station and bought drinks. & watched mulan in duh car. omg it was juss fun okay. duh trip was fun and i got home at 2 am. altho i typed this shiet and it seems boring buh like if y0u were there its pretty fun! thanks to bruces mom! i fuckin love her<3 so yeah .. bruce walked upstairs wid me and yeah he left. it wuhs duh shiet man.

[ june 19 ] wuhs bruces birthday! we all went to his crib and they boxed eachother l0ls. it`s fun watchin boys box eacother =] then blah blah blah then later on at night, eileen n jackie drank beer n were actin dumb LMAO. i guess they got drunk ? WOOO it wuhs kool. damn man .. bruces mom can make duh b0mbest food! n theres more to it buh im lazy to type l0ls.so then bruces dad dr0ve me home and bruce went to mah h0use to give a pot of soup to mah mom. mah mom l0ved it ! yesterday [ june 20 ]  i wuhs suppose to go to garveys promotion! buh i had no fuckin` ride so i got fuckin pissed cuhs mah mom said she wud take me buh wdf ? she wasnt h0me! then she came home later ,and give back bruces pot then we stayed fo awhile at bruces we bought boba and we watched the amittyville old version. thn yeah i went home .. [ june 21 ] today bruce gave me a wake up call on mah cell ph0ne then yeah i got up and i got ready. i went to target to buy mah brothers shiet hahas =] then i went to pick up jackie then madison then off to bruces we go =]. at his h0use, there it is again, FOOD =D hahaha. he gave me s0me chicken then his older brother took us to his moms h0use n there we went in duh pool. i wuhs all scared to get in ! i pushed bruce to duh pool hahaha then he splashed me and pulled me in. OMFGG it wuhs soo freezzing. then these fat bitches were talkin alotta shiet so bruce flicked `em off and blah blah blah. they juss piss me off. then we fuckin left. we went back in duh h0use then stayed there fo awhile and went to jack in the box then his mom came home and shiet happened. then bruces dad picked us up and took us back home. it wuhs fun .. its juss that im fuckin lazy to type rah now =] well .. here are s0me pictures ! =]

[ JUNE 15 ] wednesday here are s0me pictures duh day befOre graduation

           
^^ kirstie & i <3                           ^^ randall =]

           
^^ me & lillian crackin up LOL           ^^ me fuckinn crazyyy -___-

           
^^ lillian . anna . and me <3            ^^ SJ and i =]

           
^^ ppo fr0m mah class <3               ^^ heres another wun =]

           
^^ jon s . me . vinny . n randall         ^^ lillian n me.

           
^^ me & bruce arm wrestling lmfao          ^^ me n bruce <3

           
^^ a rose that bruce gave me ! ^____^
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[ JUNE 16 ] thursday .. GRADUATION DAY AND ME & BRUCES 6TH M0NTH NNiVERSARY

           
^^ duh h0miez <3                          ^^ eileen jean n me =]

           
^^ bruce & i baby ! <3                 ^^ fl0wers that bruce gave me for our sixth month anniversary. its fuckin beautiful if y0u see it in person =]

           
^^ duh lil dog under duh fl0wers its fuckin cute!          ^^ balloons that were attached and came wid duh fl0wers =]

           
                                                     ^^ there it is =] it says "te amo" which means i l0ve y0uin spanish! i l0ve bruce man !

           
^^ fl0wers that mah family gave me =]         ^^ duh three fl0wers. duh wun that mah family gave me, duh wun that bruce gave me, and duh other wun that bruce gave me f0` our sixth month =]

            
^^ me -______-                            happy 6th anniversay baby!
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[ JUNE 17 ] friday last day of school and duh day we went to universal studios =]

           
                                                    ^^ hahah carmen =]

           
^^ me n bruce                               ^^ alfred

           
^^ uhh dunnoe who duh fuck is that l0ls           ^^ julian

           
^^ me n jean <3                            ^^ me & bruce <333 =]]]

then later on .. bruces mom picked us up and took us mcdonals then to universal studios wid jackie bruce me bruces mom and her boyfriend n bruces adorable lil brother tony ! =]

           
bruces mom at mcdonalds =]         ^^ car from 2 fast2furious at hollywood =]

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me n bruce. look at duh back. its beautiful huh!              ^^ mummy ride

           
^^ jurassic park ride =]                   ^^ me & bruce <33

            
^^ bruce n jackie on duh vibrater shiet hahaha                 ^^ PRETTY HUH?!

           
^^ bruces lil brother tony ! ^__^          ^^ tony & i LMAO aint he fuckin adorable ?! hes in l0ve wid spiderman so he got his face painted like wun ! hahahaha =]

then after unvirsal studios, we went eatin at sizzler. WUH A FUCKIN NIGHT! thanks to bruce n bruces mom <3

well today we g0t caught .. -____- heres s0me pictures from m0nday n last week n i made it small cuhs yeah .. i like it small on mah xanga =D l0ls

          
^^ me and mah h0ney <3             ^^ bruce kissin me ^___^

             
^^ mah l0ve n i at duh brunch     ^^ aww its jean n sam =]

            
^^ LOL from SJ's word.. "wannabe g`d rat" ^^ jon s.

       
^^ sj. wuh a gangster =]         ^^ eileen n edison =]

       
lillian & paige <3                      ^^ me crackin up when doin a pose

         
   ^^ paige lillian n me                ^^ l0ls. christine

 -- LOL here me n lillian were tryna lookin like lezbos. =]


^^ lillian me n jean <3

thats all for today =] oh yeah .. and i fuckin miss bruce .. =/

bruces info tells a story ; a true story about us ; n ima tell it to you guys n ima make it more sense lols =] n duh story goes like this ..

in duh beginging of duh yr in seventh grade 2003 ; amanda n bruce didnt know eachother ; but together, they thought eachother were good lookin ; they were finally in the same class with eachother and started talking alot on duh phone ; then they started to have feelings for eachother and finally one day bruce asked amanda to be with him on the phone ; she said yes . and they were together at january 06 2004 . but things happened at the end of that same month and they broke up ; she wanted him back so bad and thought to herself " why did i even do that ? im so fuckin stupid " but later on they both moved on and started seeing other people ; i still had feelings for him that time and pretended not to care and acted happy for him and the girl ; he juss didnt know. we stopped liking eachother ; he became my best friend , we still call eacother and talk and go out as friends ; but the more they talked , their feelings for eachother came back ; they stopped again and feelings came back again ; it just happened so many times ; one day she thought to herself " will he ever be with her again ? " but thought she wuhs stupid for thinkin that cuhs she thought it wudnt happen again . even though amanda had someone else, she always wished that duh guy she had that time wud always be something like bruce =]. when it ended, school started at september 2004, they were really good friends and here it went again, duh feelings that she had for bruce came back. i told 3 of mah homies that i liked him and told them not to tell but somehow he found out. again, i thought i wudnt stand a chance wid him, but finally wun day he gave her a kiss. she was soo schocked and shy around him only for that time. hahas they started actin like a couple even though they werent together yet. he visited me when i was sick and i thought it was sweet because he gave her 3 kisses in 3 diffrent places in 3 diffrent times buh on duh same hour ; on duh cheek, forehead, and lips. she thought he was soo sweet and wished on everystar that she wud be wid him. suprisingly at a school dance in , he asked her to dance and she said yes =] then there they go slow dancin and slow dancin .. there came with the biggest question " amanda .. will you get with me? " wow .. you did not know how shocked she was. she was shy and took her awhile to answer. then she looked at him smiling and replyed yes to our song =]. that night he walked me home and gave me a g`nite kiss and got together on duh most speciallist day .. december 16, 2004 =] from dat day , still continuing now they are in love together , and is still goin on .. goin on forever =]

wow .. no guy can really compare to him. hes duh bestest thing that has ever happened to me. he gave me mah first kiss this year in 2005 ! hahas and i just think hes duh sweetest. c`mon.. everywun thinks that. i talk about him to mah homegirls . lols. he gave me soo many things such as a adorable nemo , a tiny pooh bear, and some heart shaped bing bag pillow that i sleep wid everyday now =] .. for christmas. for my birthday gave me a beautiful necklace that im still wearin right now.. etc. he just gave me alot ! although we fought so many times .. it dont mean shiet. i think its good cuhs it makes our relationship stronger. some people think it make them weaker. buh nahh . we even seen and hear eacother cry about our problems.. ; duh tears shows how much we care and we would always fix it after =] its been 4 months and 16 days. he showed me what love really is and i know for sure that im in love diss time and i mean .. truely and deeply in love ; even though we might seperate of goin to diffrent schools next year, nothin will break us apart and i promise him that ; n o t h i n g . =] he made a promise to me that he wud love me forever ^___^ from dis day on .. i know that hes duh guy that i wanna be wid forever =] without bruce lien in my life, it`s nothing. i just love him soo fuckin much that words cant explain hOw i feel. if he's not there by my side , id d i e .see how much i love him .. i love you bruce lien